Currently Reading The Secret Message of Jesus: Uncovering the Truth that Could Change Everything By Brian McLaren see related

Hmm. I've had a nice night. I've been reading for like... 5 hours or something ridiculous like that. It's really late and I'm quite tired. I'm ready to go back to school and I'm excited to start my new classes. I hope I will like them. I feel like I amfinally becoming recentered. I can so easily become an unbalanced human being. I don't like it much when that happens.

Ya know something cool? The fact that Jesus made us all exactly the way we are with a purpose that only we are meant to fill... at least I think so. I like to think of God standing back looking at the whole world and thinking "you know, this world could use some Jeb Malcolm right here". And no matter how difficult it is for me to understand my place, He does. I hate being lost, but I am trying to accept that the things that make me who I am, even the things that may bug others (or just myself, I don't know) are not set-backs but rather personality.

For some reason, I don't always appreciate myself, and I just want to for once love myself as much as I love my neighbors...